For all the things that have happened, I'm thankful for all the opportunities to grow in my faith, to grow in my trust in God, to grow in becoming the man God desires and created me to be.
On hindsight, God's plan is seamless and wonderful, flawless and beautiful. :)
With His help, I gleaned many insights about my faith and my identity, through the happenings in camp, through my almost regular diarrhea episodes, through FACT Camp, and more critically, through my painful past.
Psalm 139:23-24 has never impacted as much as it does now:
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
You desire good for me.
You desire an abundant life for me.
You desire so much for me, why don't I embrace You and all of Your plan?
I want to love You.
I want to trust You.
I want to believe You; help me overcome my unbelief!
P.S. grant us journey mercies as we head to Bandung tomorrow!
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